2009 Baby!!!!

Hey everyone im backkkkkkkkk!!!

Well its has sure been an eventfull 2008 and im soo glad to be leving it behind...

Im back and this time for good...where do i start...I was diagnosed 7 years ago with PCOS and to control my periods and my facial hair(under my neck and slightly on my cheek bone) i was put on dianette in jan 08 i had an operation to remove my tonsils and becuase dianette has a high risk of DVT(deep vain thrombosis) they decided to take me off the dianette for a while... By the april i still had not gone back on the dianette becuase i was having a period by myself and i did not need the help anymore (i was proven, that if i lost weight i would have a natural period) i had lost 2 and half stone and everything was cool..but then the facial hair came back so i went back to the docs to be put on it again..and so i did..needless to say i put the weight all back on!!

a week before christmas 08 i went to the docs for a pill check and the doc told me that he was not giving me anymore dianette as im extremly over weight and was at very high risk of diabetes, DVT and heart attack...(at 24 years old....) i was gutted!! I loved the dianette i was used to it, comfortabe with it and it helped with my facial hair that i know no other pill would do for me...He advisied i loose weight, offered me appetite suppressants (which i took and am taking) and metformin a tablet for fertility and possibly help me to loose weight...(which i also am taking)..

So the CRUNCH: He has told me if i loose 3 and half stone he will happily put me back on the diantte...which i so want to do, as im now on cerrazzete and i HATE it...does not do anything for my hair, and is a pain in the backside!!!

So im now a woman on a mission to loose this weight once and for all...I have now finally woken up and smelt the coffee that im under serious health risk, and i have the rest of my life to look forward to!!!!

So as in my photo lets raise a glass(WW style of course) to 2009 and to all those who have determination to loose weight....

Cheers everyone..

Night xxxxx

My First 'REAL' Weigh In

Hey guys, well im pleased to report to you all that i lost 4.5 pounds yesterday at Weigh In..

Im realy pleased, and i did find it hard, and my attempts at going swimming twice a week failed badly...However this week im gona make sure i exercise, me and sarah (my WW buddy) have decided we are going to do 2 exercise dvd nights this week and one swimming class..

I met my new WW leader yesterday her name is Hilary, shes ok, but she is very strict, which im guessing your all thinking is a good thing which it is, but my other leader was so understanding this one i feel is a bit like 'dont get on the wrong side of her'..lol But she has stirctly put me on the kick start plan and on 22 points a day for the first 2 weeks (im usally on 30) so we will see what happens and i will report back to you next week! (im not feeling very optomistic about kick start as i already had my mind set that i didnt want to do it)

Hope you have a fantastic week, and it goes as fast as the weekend has!

Love Maz xxx

Ps: a pic of me taken last sunday in the bathroom, before i went to play pool at rileys

xxx

My First Weigh In

Hi Guys, well not exactly happy to be posting this, but if im going to make any sort of a change to my life, i need to do it!

This week has been an awfull week, i started the week so good, and in such a frame of mind, then wednesday came and i began to feel achey, headache, blocked nose, sore throat the lot, and my diet more or less whent to pot, by thursday evening i felt better, and i decided to do 20 points daily to try make myself feel better and get back on track to have a decent loss, well as you can imagine that went so well, untill the evening, i was so ravenusly hungry i pigged out like i have never eaten in my life... So Saturday comes and i could not face WI and have a big fat GAIN on my card for the first week, and i didnt end up going, howver i did get on my scales this morning and it did state.. 19.5 which does make me think that i have lost a pound, this could be inaccurate but i am going to go with that, still do my best next week and go back next saturday with hopefully a better loss!

Anyway i have confessed now, and i feel so much better for doing it..

So Hears to next week!

Love ya xxxx

I did it!!

Hi Guys, i faced the dreaded WI today, well i last weighed myself on the 20 octover 07 and i weight 18 stone 11 pounds, i re joined WW today and i weight, WAIT FOR IT 19.6 :-( !!!!!!!!!

Not good! So here are my aims and stats:

Current Weight: 19.6

BMI: 44

10% would take me to: 17.7

Mini Goal:

To be 18.6 by the end of feb!

speak soon,

Luv Maz

Ps: a nasty 'fat' pic for you!!!! This pic makes me CRINGE!!!

Dreading Weigh In Tommorow

Hey Guys,

Tommorow is the dreading Weigh in, i am really looking forward to it to tell you the truth as i really am determined this time..

Ill post tommorow to dish all details!

Byeeeee xxx

Ps: a snowy pic for you all! xxx

Happy New Year!

Well what can i say?.. Its January 2008 it feels like 2007 flew past me...Unfortunatly though the year flew past me but the weight crept up on me...
I am going back to Weight Watchers on Friday 4th January 2008 and i promise myself that this time i am going to stick to it, once i have been back to Weight Watchers and i have been weighed i will report Back to you guys my goals aims bmi and current weight... I have failed so many times at dieting and i look at myself in the mirror i see how un-happy i am, how i wish i was slim, i know deep down i can do this, its just lazyness, but its for my good, its being obese for the rest of my life or a healthier me.. I sure know which i want!!
I hope you all had a fantastic Christmas and a great new year! I hope 2008 brings you all you wish for and all your dreams come true!
See you on the 5th of December !!

A Pic of me, as a starting off pic! xxx